Living with yourself: We walk this line of life appearing to be righteous, and can take on some major stories but no matter guilt owns the point. The ones that are festering, the bad desire, they keep you living in guilt. You spend your life justify your image in the world and life will pass you by.
The belief is that most of us don’t live in a world of revenge at least intentionally. The idea of you wanting to do harm, mental or physical, is not a moral person’s make up. Yet we still in our ego driven world do this to people continually for our own righteousness. When this finally comes to the consciousness, we have remorse or guilt of what we did, although it may never be admitted.
Let’s see if we can find the CS?
If this doesn’t come from the heart, don’t bother. It will make life worse and lose your victim status.
The personal wrongs happen and are not end of the world if you step in quickly, acknowledge the point, and make it right.
Find the weakness of yourself and make the effort to correct it. This probably won’t happen the first time you try it but you can make yourself a better person by just becoming aware and making yourself follow a better path of life.